What should i do ,if i wont live my life on my own terms,should i end my life.?

day by day ,i am becoming mad,i dont know what to do,i have no freedom ,i should always depend on my husband and in laws,if i want to do something,i feel very guilty.no freedom towear dress,to go outside and to my mom's place, they give permission not more than 2 weeks that to too hardly,my husband stays in bombay and myself with his parents inhyd.i has 2 year child and iam 5 month pregnant.i just want to be working woman but no support is there and live my life in present lifestyle.i am notat all happy the way iam leaving,iwant to change my lifestyle but my husband notat all supporting me.he will give first preference to his parents,please help ,what should i do,shall i break relationship with my husband and stay with my kids separatly.but i cant do,i love him very much at the same time .i am very angry with him.